1. |
ANXIETY
03:20
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ANXIETY
Takes hold of me
ANXIETY
I cannot think
ANXIETY
Get rid of me
ANXIETY
Do nothing
ANXIETY
Feeling grief
ANXIETY
Will you be
True to me?
(Ohhhhh no)
I cannot be
(Ohhhhh no)
I cannot be
(Ohhhhh no)
I cannot be
ANXIETY
I cannot sleep
ANXIETY
Don't shake me
ANXIETY
Can't wake me
ANXIETY
Pretty please
ANXIETY
Have at me
ANXIETY
Ruthlessly
Ruin me
ANXIETY
Let go of me
ANXIETY
Let go of me
(Ohhhhhh no)
Let go of me
(Ohhhhhh no)
Let go of me
(Ohhhhhh no)
Let go of me
Let go of me
Let go of me
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2. |
mary had a suicide
03:42
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Mary had a suicide
Happened just last night
No I don't know why
I caught her just in time
Mary... Mary... why do you wanna die?
Mary... Mary... I just want you to be alright
Mary had a suicide
No, just last night
I can't seem to help but cry
She just won't say why
Mary... Mary... why do you wanna die?
Mary... Mary... I just can't seem to understand why
Jonny just died last night
He shot himself with a knife
No, I don't know why
He wasn't very bright
Jonny... Jonny... why'd you go off and die?
Jonny... Jonny... I guess you couldn't handle life
Mary had a suicide
The first one in a while
No, she's alright
Sittin' here with some wine
Mary... Mary... why do you wanna die?
Mary... Mary... what's so wrong with your life
Mary had a suicide
She died just last night
No, I don't know why
I couldn't save her this time
Mary... Mary... I can't believe you're gone my life
Mary... Mary... What was so wrong with your light?
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3. |
u
04:03
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I know you must think I'm a bit boring
But you need to really see something
Before you make up your mind about what it means
It's not anything you can say or think
It's something you feel
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
Don't you already know
I mean it's not like you're wondering
I just can't seem to do anything
It is really frustrating
I don't want to speak good English
But I need you to understand me
I just want to talk
To you
It's you
It's you
It's you
It's you
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4. |
Tomorrow
06:16
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Sunshine hits and razor blades split
Blood dripping down my hands and wrists
But there's always tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Another long day without any say
Forget about pain it's all the same
But there's always tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Entry wounds and over use
Tie a noose to jump through hoops
But there's always tomorrow
Tomorrow will come
Tomorrow returns
Tomorrow goes on
Shed a tear when you hear
About how long it's been going on
Remember that there's always tomorrow
Tomorrow goes on
Spring blooms out and summer wears out
Fall flees down and winter chills round
But there's always tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow will come
Tomorrow burns on
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Today may be long
Dreadful but gon
Because tomorrow always comes
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Tomorrow
Please let it be
Tomorrow
Already
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5. |
rough rider
05:12
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I need a rough rider
I need someone to get me there
Come on and help me here
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6. |
teenage dreams
06:06
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We all had those teenage dreams
Thinking they would be reality
But instead the world had other plans
Now I really don't understand
Sit at home and rot your dome
And don't forget you're all alone
Who really knows what could've been
But now it's sin to think about then
Now we're sitting here all alone
Wishing we could get off our phones
But instead the whole world is dead
I mean who really feels alive again
I'm stuck here wishing there
Now I'll never go anywhere
Sell your soul for a little coal
Or a cheap roll making me feel old
I'm so tired of these teenage dreams
haunting all of my reality
I really thought it would be better
Now it seems like it'll never
I'm all alone and really prone to
Pretty moans coming out of my phone
It's not fair to be stuck here
While everywhere is all out there
What's the point in teenage dreams
If they all just wash away
Whoever thought it was a good idea
To tell me I could be anything
I wanted to be a man
Instead I'm drowning in my own hands
Teenage dreams have destroyed me
Now I can't amount to anything
Laugh and have fun and soak up the sun
Or kill yourself it's your health
I'm all alone
And really prone
To hurting my own
Forget tomorrow and live today
Otherwise it's just slipping away
Teenage dreams overcome me
How can this be my reality
I'm stuck here wishing there
Now I'll never get anywhere
I'm all alone and really prone
To hurting my own
What else is there to say?
All of these teenage dreams
Never amounting to anything
Why did I really believe in me
Now I can't seem to do anything
I'm all alone
and really prone
to hurting my own
It's not fair to be stuck here
While everywhere is still out there
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7. |
rave
05:14
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Meet me at the rave tonight
I don't wanna fight
Don't forget you have a flight
Tomorrow at nine
I don't wanna fly
Don't forget you have no time
Don't forget you have the line
We are going to have some fun
Don't you know me
I know you
I know you
I know you
Meet me at the rave tonight
Don't try and get too high
Don't you forget the signs
Tomorrow won't be alright
Tomorrow won't happen, right?
I know you
Fine
Meet me at the rave tonight
Don't forget she had a fight
Come on over and have a bite
Don't try
Don't try
Don't you have a light
I don't know who's right
Don't you want to have some fun
Try and get nothing done
Everyone is enjoying some
Don't try and keep up
I know you
Meet me at the rave tonight
Remember what it feels like to die
Understand you're super high
I want to leave
Don't you want to too
Fool me you fool
Don't want to use
You know you
You know you
You know you
Don't you too
Don't you do
Meet me at the rave tonight
Don't forget you have a flight
Tomorrow at nine
Try not to get super high
Don't forget you
have
time
Don't you worry (WORRY)
Meet me at the rave tonight
Meet me at the rave tonight
Meet me at the rave tonight
Meet me at the rave tonight
Meet me at the rave tonight
Don't you forget you don't have time
Don't forget you don't have time
Try not to get super high
Don't forget you have the time
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8. |
synthseq
03:50
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I just wanna die...
You see the thing is with me, eh... I'm a strange guy.
Really?
Yeah, I worry. I mean little thing bother me. I'm a worrier. I mean, little insignificant details, I lose my appetite, I can't eat.
You know what I mean?
Shakespeare's Sonnet 43
Browning's Sonnet 43
You know what I mean?
If there are self-made purgatories then we all have to live in them. Mine can be no worse than someone else's.
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9. |
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I DON'T WANT
TO HEAR ABOUT
HOW YOU ARE
I DON'T CARE ABOUT
ANYTHING AT ALL
I DON'T WANT
TO HEAR ABOUT
YOUR HAPPINESS
IT DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING
TO DO WITH ME
I DON'T WANT
TO HEAR YOUR NAME
AND HOW YOU'RE
GETTING ON
WITHOUT ME
MY SHINING STAR
Why don't you see
how this affects me
It feels like stabbing me
right through the heart
It's my new WOUND
I DON'T CARE
NOW THAT IS A LIE
DOESN'T MATTER WHERE
MY MIND GOES THERE
ALL OF THE TIME
I DON'T CARE
IF IT'S GOOD OR BAD
I SUFFERED HERE
IT DOESN'T MATTER HOW
LOW YOU FEEL
I DON'T CARE
ABOUT HATING YOU
I'M JUST NOT A FAN
IT REALLY SUCKS TO BE
STUCK INSIDE OF HERE
How could you say now
You don't really care about me
So I wonder why
I now know your plans
I JUST WANT TO
SHUT MYSELF RIGHT OFF
AND CRAWL ON DOWN
MY HELL HOLE
AND JUST DROWN
I JUST WANT TO
BE WHOLE AGAIN
I REALLY TAKE A BUNCH
OF MEDICINE
I DON'T WANNA
FORGET ABOUT YOU
NOW
SEE HOW I'M DROWNING
AND I JUST DON'T CARE
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10. |
it's (never) too late
04:43
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I just wanna say I'm not OK
I know it doesn't make you feel anything
But I just wanted to say...
Yeah, it's too late to say anything
It's too late to say anything
It's too late to say anything
I don't care what you say
It won't fix anything
You fucked up and that's all I gotta say...
Yeah, it's too late (never ever is) to say anything
It's too late (never ever is) to say anything
It's too late (never ever is) to say anything
I know that it's all my fault
I fucked up and now I know it really hurts to fall in love
but I really wish that I had never said those things and that I could
Take the pain away...
Please forgive me...
I'm so sorry...
Yeah, it's too late (never ever is) to say anything
It's too late (never ever is) to say anything
It's too late (never ever is) to say anything
You missed your chance...
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11. |
the Beetel
03:29
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Radio DJ:
"Hello and welcome back to APR, the radio's top radio station for chill listening and soft whispering. That was "it's (never) too late" by Snore Rays and now we have anoth- what was that? I'm sorry folks but my producer has just informed me that the artist's name i sactually pronounced Senor Rayas, uh, am I saying that right? It's Spanish? He was singing in English. What is this world coming to, cultural appropriation at its finest ladies and gentlemen. Anyway, we have another "Senor Racist" original, "the Beetel," coming up next. This guy does know the E comes after the L right, or is he an idiot too?"
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12. |
WHY EVEN TRY?
05:07
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I don't know what I wanna say to you
But I just know that I haven't got a clue
I just wanna be with you
One last time
Before I die
Tonight
So why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
I don't know how I'm gonna get over you
It just seems like you're always on my mind
Everyday and every single night
Running all around my head
All the time
It's not like
You're mine
So why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
I don't know how I'm gonna get closure now
I think of you and all I can do is frown
I just wanna be with you
One more time
Before I die
Tonight
So why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
Why even try?
If it's just gonna end?
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13. |
behind closed doors
06:34
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What do you do when a door slams shut in your face?
Do you sit down and wait for it to open again?
Do you knock and knock until your knuckles bleed?
Do you try and force it open?
Or do you just walk away
Look for a window
Escape?
What goes on behind closed doors?
Only the ones inside really know
You can put your ear against it
Peep through the keyhole
Slide a note underneath it
But its pointless when you can't open it to look inside
"Hello? Is anyone there?
Hello? Is anyone there?
Hello? Can you hear me?
Is anyone there?"
Crying
Weeping
Slowly creeping
What really goes on behind closed doors?
No one really knows except the ones inside
Experience reality
Completely differently
One world
Right next to another
Why do I bother?
If the door slams shut
Where do I go from here?
There is no up without down
So why do I frown?
It just keeps getting darker
Down
Down
Down
It consumes me
What's the point in anything?
When all I wanna be
Is on the other side
What really goes on behind closed doors?
Who really knows, except the lucky ones
Who get through...
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