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by Senor Rayas

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1.
its nothing its not anything its just nothing its not anything at all when you don't read my texts tonight will you please keep in mind that I fried my brain alright and i see patterns everywhere its nothing its not anything its just nothing its not anything at all why do you think I talk so slow I can't catch up with my thoughts no more I don't know who's all up in my head but I'm sure its not me its nothing its not anything its just nothing its not anything at all its nothing (at all) its not anything (at all) its just nothing (at all) its not anything (at all) its nothing (at all) its not anything (at all) its just nothing (at all) its not anything (at all)
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enchiladas 03:44
If you dream, what is it about? Maybe, something you ate in the morning or maybe somebody is running around in your head if it was me I would run circles until you were able to catch me and then we'd be able to spend the entire night together. If you wanted to I'd let you enchant me so I won't lose you in a crowd of a bunch of bustling bees. and if you want... I will go and be the only one to sing I love you I love you... If you were to stay, would it be a long day? Or maybe, you would stay all eternity. If that were the case, I'd be so happy cause you chose to stay with me
3.
Just do whatever makes you happy But what if nothing does well then take these drugs Just do whatever makes you happy But what if nothing does well take these two at ten thirty everyday for three weeks then tell me how you feel ITS VERY IMPORTANT THAT YOU DON'T- Just do whatever makes you happy But what if I don't feel any other way except the way that I feel Just do whatever makes you happy And I just want to exist, without these feelings of HORRIBLE BLISS. Please can I have a kiss?
4.
All the time I'm lying alone When you're not, you're not (alone) Did I tell ya that what I was feeling deep inside, I just want to go alone and hide (I always wanted you, I just didn't know what I was feeling) I don't worry about anything at all I just sit and talk to myself And I wonder if that's not very healthy But what if its never, never gonna get better, Why can't we just see if it'll work? Why would you care? Why would you care? I guess I care too much... Why would you care? How could you care? Who even cares? (I guess I do) I never really wanted you, you just never really cared... Why would you care? Oh even care Oh, its nothing, I just might as well become a machine I don't worry, who really worries, anyway... Why would you care If I was gone...
5.
(You probably think I'm crazy, but I'm not. Bingo, I'm colorful) Have you ever seen a prettier face? I haven't seen anything quite like your smile and your beautiful eyes. Just like the sunlight. And I... Have you ever been to Paris, France? I heard that they don't tan, and wear any pants and they don't understand Have you ever, have you ever, have you ever gotten lost? And I can't even (robot breaks down)...
6.
When you look at me do you see how much I long to be with somebody, but not anybody I'm not kidding I just want to sing every pretty song in the entire world, but I just can't I don't really want to be a fucking prick, and a dick Oh I don't wanna be an entitled (oh no) fucking disgrace I just might as well oh, its not that (oh) Pain and Tragedy, thats what I can see in the rearview mirror (why do I wanna die) TONIGHT (anyone) Tonight (in between the sheets of the one) duh I love anyway, here's some rum, umm I don't wanna di- Uh, what else, and I don't know how to take another heartbreak (Like the world is ending) Cuz maybe it will mean something to me I can't help it, I just want to die every second of my miserable fucking life (Pain and Tragedy) It doesn't mean anything to me, Pain and Tragedy I can't even celebrate my own birthday, Cuz the Queen just went off and fucking died in my place Why can't I explain? Pain and Tragedy, everywhere I know I just can't even stare (at you) What goes on down there, its nothing but a view (of you) If I was Pain and Tragedy tonight is that really alright (I'm really sorry to say if I feel ugly today) ( I can't even go to my car) No, not anyway... I WANT TO CRY (Pain and Tragedy) I WANNA DIE (Pain and Tragedy, everything has to be) WHY (before I went and took that pic, I am so sick) Oh, he's really insane Pain and Tragedy Why do you have to be so dramatic? Why can't we just have a pretty romantic evening without you turning into a whiny bitch (I don't want to be here tonight) (mumble mumble mumble) Pain and Tragedy Can I be yours? Pain and Tragedy
7.
I wonder if it'll get better But I know everyone wants me to be happy But I just don't know how And I might as well (die) fall down a well... Maybe I won't be so tired everyday If I just don't wake up one day... But it won't happen that way Least I can't say But maybe things will get better And I won't wish to be Dead Dead Wishing that is not good for your head So why do I always Wish I was dead... It just doesn't Seem Very good So I'll leave it here Maybe someone will be happy Happy for me ooooo Oooo I don't know what to do
8.
Say whatcha want, say anything Say whatcha want, say anything Say whatcha want, whatcha really really want And I'll go and I'll get it Say anything, say anything at all And you know I'm always listening Cuz I love you And I need you So say whatcha want, whatcha really really want And I'll go and I'll get it Say anything, say anything at all And you know I'm always listening Cuz I love you And I can't do ANYTHING ANYTHING I love you And I can't do ANYTHING ANYTHING ANYTHING Say whatcha want, say anything Say whatcha want, say anything Cuz I love you And I can't do anything at all Say whatcha want, whatcha really really want And I'll go and I'll get it Cuz I love you And I need you Say whatcha want, whatcha really really want And I'll go and I'll get it Say anything, say anything at all And you know I'm always listening Cuz I love you And I can't do anything at all anything at all anything at all Say whatcha want, say anything Say whatcha want, say anything Say whatcha want, whatcha really really want And I'll go and I'll get it Say anything, say anything at all And you know I'm always listening Cuz I love you And I can't do ANYTHING ANYTHING (anything at all)

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released January 28, 2023

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